I’d tell you to choose them. Why? Because, I know that they’re better than me. They can make you happy. They can make you laugh. They can make you smile. They can make you everything that I wish I could provide and give to you. But I can’t. I know I can’t ever do the things that they can to you. So go ahead, pick them. They’re better than me, everyone always is. You’ll be happy with your decision.
Where am I going in life? What am I gonna do in the future? Why am I such a disappointment? How can I support myself? I am so lost.
Have you ever liked someone, even though you know there would be a good chance you two would never last? But you just want to try. To be with them for as long as possible, until that one day comes and you two don’t even acknowledge each others existence anymore. You go all the way back to square one, as strangers, but with a history. All those memories and moments can’t be erased, and they’ll always be there, reminding you about a person who was once your everything.
I want a low key relationship. No one has to know about us. No one can ruin our relationship. No one can tell us what to do. No one has to know anything. Just us against the world. Me and the one person I love.
I don’t always expect someone to be there for me. I don’t always expect someone to talk to me when I’m alone. I don’t always expect you to call or hit me up first.
I don’t expect anything from you at all because I don’t like you and you’re annoying. Leave me alone.
When I say this, I’m not fine. I want you to know so bad that I’m not okay. I’m sad, depressed, angry, hated, alone, fearful, and confused. I want you to know what’s going on, I just wished you’d truly look at me and say “Tell me the truth.” Four little words, just saying it. That tells me that someone out here in this cruel world truly does care, for me.